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Weird fight and something even odder
UGH!!!! Ness and I just had another damn fight. I am so sick of this fighting. All it was about something stupid and childish, very childish. All I said was that I felt weird, and she said that I'm turning into her, and I replied "Oh that makes me feel SO much better" and she said, "You know what. Forget it!" Sometimes she just annoys me. I swear. What kind of person would tell her friends that she needed new friends? Seriously, just because her friends aren't as mature as she is. It doesn't matter how mature you are, it just matters who they are and how they treat you. But she just IM me and I'm kind of just feeling weird and all because of the RP I'm in, kind of well, re-kindled or something my crush on Milliena (Known as Shane). I don't know why. It's quite a long story...but we have plenty of time. *sighs* OK...here goes. Long time ago, very close to my 14th birthday, I got a crush on him. I can't understand why, prolly never will. I daydreamed of him and my thoughts of Nick Carter and him fought over my mind, and I confided in Vanessa how I liked him, she gave little hints, then 4 days before my birthday, on a day i was off from school (October 22nd to be exact) I had a dream. It was like this. I was listening to some music and my cousin Kevin told me something about them, and then it went to me talking to Milli, and then it went to my friend Malli's birthday (which was Sept. 24th), and then I woke up after I swallowed a Necklace. I woke up after that, thinking that I have to tell him by my birthday. So that's exactly what I did. After some chatting in MSN IM, I got the courage to tell him, and I found out he liked me too. It was a shock. After a while, it sort of went bye bye. Then after doing the RP (Role Play btw) for a while, it just came back. And one thing is different. I have this diary to confide in. *lets out a sigh* I feel so much better now. Um...now me and Nessie are kind of friends again. Everything, I said about her in a mean way, I don't mean. I'm just a grouchy teenager who badly wants to go to Fiesta Texas. |
