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Rejection...oh...rejection.... *WARNING: I Cuss a whole lot in this one
Hi again. I usually don't write another entry on a regular day. But I'll make an exception today. Anyways, after I ended the MSN IM conversation with Vanessa, I went to the mail box to check the mail. She told me that she got her Lauraete (whatever it's called) Program and was accepted. Congrats Ness. I got mine and GUESS WHAT? I WAS FUCKING REJECTED BY THOSE FUCKING ASSHOLES AT THE DISTRICT OFFICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had a fucking screaming attack. I attack the chairs, table, screamed and yelled and tore up that fucking letter. After that I sniffled into the comp room and broke down. Like a minute later Hank (the dog)came in and licked me, he's sooo sweet. And guess what. I made a temporary decision. I AM NOT GOING TO GO TO FORT WORTH! And if that someone I know who is on my BAD side right now (Clue: mentioned eariler in this entry) tries to persuade me to go they better LEAVE me alone! At least for the fucking time being. And I swear I kind of bashed this person in front of my grandmother...I didn't care, I was angry. Really I was disappointed too. I kind of feel a little bit better now that I've ranted here.
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