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school....evil
*whines* School. I don't want to go. I still have another 20 hours to go. Oh gosh. My stomach is in knots more than anything, I can't think of anything but that. It's not like last year where I was starting another grade at a middle school, this a bigger thing. Dude, this high school. Where I'll spend 4 year getting know people I hardly know now and then late May-early June of 2006, I'll graduation and never see most of them again. Why the hell am I getting teary? Graduation is 4 years away...4 long years. I need to keep my grades up to an A average or a B average. Not only that I need to start looking at scholorships and colleges. I'm still not sure where I wanna go. Maybe stay in Texas or leave Texas completely. But then I get lonely and it takes 3 days to get home. Maybe I should stay in Texas. Like in Houston or San Antonio. But who knows maybe I'll end up in a college in Europe or maybe in Hawaii. Yeah right, like that will happen. I'll prolly end up getting off the comp in 5 or 6 hours, take a shower, and watch tv until I go to bed at 10. I will still try to get on the computer everyday or so after I do my homework. I am dedicated to this diary. I'll prolly write an entry between 5 at the very earliest and 9 at the very latest. The first week I'm sure I'll be able to write. But I also have to ride the bus, and won't get home until like 4:45 or something. Anyway, that's enough whining about school...but I still don't feel better. See ya |
