fears bashed, rented, May 10th
5:13 p.m. on January 28, 2005

Hey fans! How are you today? I am doing a whole lot better than I was feeling yesterday.

Yesterday was a miserable day for the most part. It was one of those crappy days I get like once every month and a half to three months.

After talking to Meredith for about two hours last night, I was able to finally calm myself down. Mer, I love you for that. :) My common sense and my irrational paranoia got into this huge fight before I went to sleep, and my common sense beat the crap out of the IP and I realized this: there is no possible way for me to have HIV/AIDS whatsoever. I should not be so freaking paranoid.

But, I think I helped myself by writing in this diary and by confiding in Meredith. I hardly ever confide in anyone; they confide in it. It's just the way things go.

I did get about 2 pages done last night, with my engraved pen that says "Ashley Benlove" on it. I fell in love with that pen. The cool thing is, I will never have to buy another set of pens ever again!

Happy Birthday to Woolery and Casey, my cousin.

I rented The Core, Armageddon, and the Day After Tomorrow; I'm in the mood for action/sci fi movies about the world ending.

May 10th, yo. That's the day that So The Drama comes out on vhs/dvd. Rumor has it, there's a director's cut version on the dvd. I have to get a dvd player like soon. Or a dvd/vhs player. It would be like heaven. LOL. I have to, because KP is totally worth it. And I believe May 10th is Kristen's birthday as well (LOL, if things go right that will be my "KP Day.")

Speech. I finished the outline, before class, myself and Tanya had a chat about history. Tanya sits behind me and is a pretty smart sophomore, she's a cool chica. LOL. It was a fun day.

Math. As promised, I gave my dear Kristen one of the give blood bands that I got from giving blood. LOL.

English. Test, and then we had Lauren teach us Basketball, we went to the new gym and me and Nancy and this guy John talked about like video games and stuff. LOL. Zelda, Halo, etc. Both of them have conquered Zelda. LOL.

History. Outline, rather interesting stuff. I was kind of like alright.

Chem. Finished the taks test thing and I got the homework and I did it already, no problema.

Theatre. We finished with the risers after much arguments and stuff, we sung happy birthday to Wooster and we met her neice.

Health. This guy talked to us about The Love Triangle and Healthy and Unhealthy relationships. And when I say "Love Triangle" I don't mean something like, KLA, Ron/Kim/Shego (because that's what I thought it meant, alright), it's like passion, commitment/decision, and intimacy, and all those together is love. The guy was pretty cool.

Thought/Quote of the day: "I'm not like most people, Harry. I am not afraid of anything. Not even a name." - Kim Possible, her truest truths, yo, Kim Possible: Kim and Harry's Chat

Word of the day: campantile

Hakuna Matata.

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