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it's coming, inter-racial, and Simba
Hey, readers! How are you all doing? I’m doing okay, just a tad sad and depressed. So, the episode description for the series finale of Kim Possible: “Graduation” is up and here it is: "Kim's graduation ceremony is interrupted by alien invaders who abduct her. The dire situation forces her to team up with Ron, Drakken and Shego to fight Warmonga and Warhok, who want to take over Earth." I mean, I feel so excited and pumped up but I can’t help but feel devastated and sad. I mean, I have an idea of what I’ll feel like the next day (two weeks from now), because of So The Drama’s experience, but the thing with that was that I deep inside knew that the No On 65 group and people would win. I knew it within me that we’d get a season 4. But, this time around, season 5’s fate is unknown. I’m not even sure if I’d want a season 5. I’d love to see them in college, but… it would be too much. I would be way too spoiled, and in addition… I don’t think I could handle being told a second time. “Kp is cancelled” and then months later, “KP has been renewed.” I mean, it’s too much to ask for. It really is. I just want to be able to mourn the show for a couple of weeks and then be able to move on. I mean, yeah, I’m still sad and in mourning for Harry Potter. And by move on, I mean, not have the show be running my life, because I’ve basically have arranged my life around the schedule of KP for almost 4 months. Not that the last four years haven’t been great with KP, it’s just, not everything will go on forever. I mean, someday, the Simpsons show will end (I mean, yeah, after 18 seasons, that will be crazy) and so will South Park. A part of me looks forward to the unknownness that will be after KP is over, but a part of me is like, dreading it completely. I mean, basically the finale seems to be everything I've ever wanted. And I want the finale to be something that gives me solace and closure (because I need that so much), but I'm also hoping that since they've got Aliens running around, I want it to be like a mix of Star Wars, Independence Day, and Alien films. And any other alien or space movie ever made. But, I'm so heartbroken that the end is so soon. I'm not sure if I'm ready, but... ready or not, it's coming, in 13 days. At least they'll be a huge marathon (3 days) of the show. Larry's Birthday, that episode has the predictions up and I'm ready to see it. At least that's Labor Day weekend, so I guess that's cool. It's pretty cool. So, I watched Comedy Central stuff. I do love Stand up comedies. That's why I'm so hoping that I can get a ticket to see Carlos Mencia on the 14th. I know that's like a week or so after the finale of KP, but I mean, I've never gone to a concert like that, and laughter is the best medicine and I would love to go to see Carlos Mencia. I love his comedy. He tells it like it is. Haha. Did you see the little Meredith thing that she had and I put on mine about celebs you want to sleep it. Interesting thing. 20 percent were female, 80 percent white, 20 percent black, and 40% British. It was fun. I almost put Marilyn Monroe, Janet Jackson, and Johnny Depp on the list, but Marilyn's dead, so they all are on the top ten list. In relation to that, inter-racial relationships. Well, inter-any relationships. I mean, I used to consider it a big no-no for me. But, as I've grown up, I realized, I want my kids to be open-minded and privy to other cultures. I mean, I don't care who I end up with, as long as we share some likes and beliefs. I mean, seriously, if I marry somebody who's German descent, then that'd be boring, because I'm of German descent. If I marry somebody who British-Egyptian-French-Greek, then I'd be happy. I mean, it doesn't matter who I end up marry, just as long as he's not prejudice at all, he likes Star Wars, Harry Potter, KP (will convert), and Pirates of the Caribbean, does not harm women, children, or animals, and is pretty open-minded. Thats what matters the most to me. Anyways. My cousin Kat and Beach got a new cat. I'm like, wtf? You got a cat? I mean, her last pet she owned was Hank and he's practically MINE now! But, yeah, I suppose it's okay that she's had a cat. The last cat she had died 6 years ago this week. Callie died like 8 and a half months after Simba. She was an older Calico cat. During the summer of 2001 (a sucky year in general for me), she got real sick and towards the end of her life, we put her to sleep to end her suffering. I suppose Kat mourned her more than I did (I cried myself to sleep) because she grew up with her. But, I like cats, it's just that I can never have a cat again. When Simba died, that was it. No more cats for me. You wanna know something? It's been nearly 7 years since he died, but I still dream that he's alive. And I mourn again. It's like Blanche from Golden Girls, she dreams recurringly her husband is still alive but she never hugs him before she awakes. I mean, I guess I dream that he's still alive was because it was so sudden, and I never got to let go properly. And his death still hurts me. So much. I mean, I loved him but I never got to say goodbye.
But, he will always be a part of my life. He will always have a place in my heart. I mean, no matter where I go, there he'll be. I mean, it's like Harry Potter, KP, Star Wars, The Lion King, Nick Carter, they all have a place in my heart. Thought/Quote of the day: "And I will always love you for that."-- Kim Possible, Kim Possible: They Know Love by myself, November 2006 Word of the day: ululation Hakuna Matata. The AW/AB Countdown to Kim Possible Season 4 finale 'Graduation Part 1 and 2': 13 days, 5 hours!! The AW/AB Countdown to Kim Possible Season 4 episode 'Larry's Birthday': 7 days, 5 hours!! |
